The boy in the gray shorts sits on the brick stairs above the blue tricycle. It’s the only thing of value he owns. His legs are as spindly as that of a newborn foal. The boy spends his days alone, taking things apart and putting them together again.
He dreams that his bike will take him places.
The boy flips the bike on its side and, like a bus driver, spins the rear wheel
until the rubber tire turns his palms gray.
His
mother forbids him from:
swimming –
afraid he’ll drown.
riding in
the street – afraid a car will hit him.
leaving the
yard - afraid a stranger will snatch him.
One day, the boy is befriended by his
slightly older neighbor. He envisions his neighbor being able to open up doors
for him. They get along until his neighbor digs up his tricycle’s white
cushioned seat, with a stick, to impress older kids. The boy feels violated. He
wishes he’d fought back. He knows that his single mother will never replace his
bicycle. The boy cries but stops, looks down at the brown foam oozing from the open
wound.
Years later, his neighbor dies in a crash and
everyone is sad. They remember his neighbor as being a great athlete, a
valedictorian, the model son/neighbor. The now adolescent boy feels out of place. No
one remembers how his neighbor picked on little kids.
The now adolescent boy feels guilty that he missed
the wake. He hears how the brakes in his neighbor’s – relatively new and
recently serviced – car inexplicably failed. How his car careened into traffic and
collided head-on with a city bus. The boy looks at his hands, still gray from working
on the wreck out back, and marvels at their capability.
First published in Bethlehem Writers Roundtable https://sites.google.com/site/bethlehemwritersroundtable/gary-floyd
First published in Bethlehem Writers Roundtable https://sites.google.com/site/bethlehemwritersroundtable/gary-floyd